Who are your Thinsporation's?

Well I feel like I should've written in this blog along time ago. But any way over the past couple of days I have been looking at thinspirtion pictures. Since my parents are out of town I have a lot of free time and am sick so im staying home from school. As I am  sitting here at the computer table and having the show "I used to be fat" blaring in the bakground I thought will I ever look as beautiful as my thinsporations. Does my family really know that I hate the way I look and can't stand to go shopping at Forever 21 or some of the other stores at the mall because every time I see a girl I compare myself and realize I'm just putting on a fake smile. For me I base how I feel by look at some of these amazing ladies

Well those are just some of my thinspo's was just wondering who are some of yours?

Anyway You might be wondering who is this girl well you can just know me as June. I'm just a girl in a town of Arizona im african american which in my culture it's totally wierd to have an eating disorder. 'totally girly loves shopping fashion, gossip and a dancer im in highshool right now im a Junior and cannot wait to graduate!  Im just living a lie and nobody knows that I really chew and spit all the time im a cutter and hate everything about me. In reality im juust hiding behind my smile.

Until next time ladies stay stong, xoxo June